It seems as if the past few weeks I have faced
disappointment that has been troubling to me....
not because it was big or important or even very noteworthy,
but rather the mere fact that I was troubled.
I shed tears.
Came back to wondering why I was so upset about this seemingly
After a few tears, whining to my husband,
and then praying that God would help me to determine the true
source of my frustration/disappointment,
I came to this conclusion.
I am not often disappointed in life when things happen that I have no control over.
I seem to be very steady and logical and well-thought out.
when it is something that I possibly could have adjusted or changed
or my disappointment was solely the result of a decision that I had complete control over I
get very upset....upset at myself.
Upset at myself
for not being
I have been pondering this over the past two weeks as things
have come my way -
things that perhaps I have some control over the outcome.
And then those things that I have no control over....
like the way people respond to things I have done with a totally pure heart.
I'm working through this.
With God's help.